Out of sorts

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and I do know why... I'm very out of sorts because I'm missing Mom.
I wish she was still here.
I wish I could call her up on the phone and hear her voice
I wish just once more I could see her face
or touch my Mom's hand....

Want to stay home today, but I do have class tonight.
Can't miss it unfortunately.  I would like to run away I think...
Just escape for a bit.
Not going to happen, and it's not that I want to escape from my reality
I just would like to have a vacation from emotion.

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